I can't tell you how much I miss you Ricky, you would have been 41 years old today, and left me forever 13 years ago in July. I am so sorry you found life so hard, and I know you are in a better place but I miss you so. You are always in my heart, I am 71 years old now so it wont be long before I join you. Bless you. All my love Mum xxx 26/04/2018